Feeling deflated (33w5d)

Fluid was still low at repeat scan yesterday and I was quite bummed. Am trying desperately to find the balance between controlling the situation and sitting back and trusting that God has a plan for me and just going with the flow.

Kids have dentist appointments today tomorrow* and am planning on heading to the health food store while they're there with Jason to pick up some evening primrose oil (might as well get the cervix softened up for delivery if it needs to happen early), possibly some nat mur and something for blood pressure (magnesium, maybe? I can't remember.)

Nonetheless, I go back on Monday and Thursday for non-stress tests and again the following Tuesday for my 36-week appointment and re-check of the fluid.

Hoping we can just maintain the same level and that New Baby continues to thrive within my womb!

*Originally thought appointments were today. They're tomorrow. But headed out to Sandra's and Drug Emporium anyway because I needed to get out of the house. Had minor freakout on Jason this morning. He just happened to be in the wrong place at the wrong time asking me "what's wrong?" Poor guy.